This disease just eats away at you until finally there is nothing left of the person you once were…is there ever really recovery? The pain gets more unbearable daily…every bone aches…every muscle has a new twinge…feeling weaker every day…knowing that this day could be the last…is it the disease or is this just the way life is?
Living life to the fullest is part of the plan…but how can that happen when life gets in our way. Life on earth is limited…knowing that every day should be lived as if it may be the last…how is this done when all the things we want to do costs money…money we don’t have…money we never seem to be able to receive…a plateau we have never been able to achieve.
Again, our plans have been twisted and turned in every direction except the one we want it to go…will there be enough time to fulfill all of our dreams? We would like to hope so but if this disease has any say…then possibly not…too sad to think about. The tears were many today…the fear was ravaging…the trust was nowhere to be found…and hope…well it was miles away.
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I can feel your pain....I meant to comment on your previous post but got sidetracked. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to email me! Sending you both huge hugs!!
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